How long has it been? Like a year now? God it's been a lot longer since i've conceptualized this.

What does the title mean exactly? Well i have been deeply thinking about just abandoning this project and releasing the current build as is, i haven't been doing great in terms of the fact that i will never be successful, despite this game having 2k downloads i just still think it's not worth it and lack of popularity has been weighing it down for a while. 

I just wish i could've made the game earlier, might've been different probably but who knows, could've been a fucking flop for all i care. No new different online content made on my game for months now and it has been detrimental.

I wanna tell you how i made this game just because i liked the idea, and i DID. But my job and lack of self-esteem has been kinda not making shit good. 

I'm not throwing hate out for any other fangame FYI but i think Changed: New Horizons has took the spot of the new good fangame, and i will admit that it deserves its success, it's impressive how huge the game is and hope for the best for Cam and her team alone.

What about me, and the team that works on this? Well frankly i'm not sure, but for me i'm seriously been doubting CHANGE's continuing development because i just, don't even know man, I DON'T KNOW.

This will be a long one to think about, i can't let it die but at the same time what's the fucking point in even trying?

L.X.